the hermit is out.........

the world has a twisted sense of humor, I know it sounds like i’m just whining, but my ultimate goal is to live in complete peace as a financial free, coldplay-listener nature lover dude. OK it doesnt make sense... i know i can’t grieve over past blunder and relationship failures, because my mind simply dont want to process that. Right now i’m busy straining my brain, trying to move ahead and decide what would be best for me.

so, as one of my nasty primetime pleasures go: “for love or money?”
---the crazy poet continue.. --
You will never know,
how deep the ocean is.
how long i seek
a path to your heart

You will never find
true happiness in a hermit shell
the trails i left behind
the times i lost my mind

The tears of you will never dry
The wound on my heart will never heal
Never shall i look back
the years we were as one.