the poem that has no meaning...

Like a small twinking star in the huge dark sky,
Like a dew upon a rose petal.
I have sailed east and lost my way
My destiny is unreachable again.

The sound of thunder has change my course
I needed badly to find my way home.
The wind cries for its victim as it hits me.
I am a lost soul waiting to be taken.

Its June the 3rd, I sailed across
To find a land to call my home.
Its months i had nothing but bread to eat.
Now i wish i never had sailed.

my oldest poem

Cruising through the wonders of nature
And i see God's perfect picture.
Creation was his greatest wonders,
Especially you his greatest treasure.
- Dev Emmanuel

my short poem

you are my north. my will to succeed
my hope and my destiny, for all that i have ever hope.
you hold close to you.

for all that i have ever need. you succeed for me.
you are my west. my path, my dream
for all that i dream. you make a reality to it.

When you turn 30

There is a voice that speaks deep within me. Telling me not to turn back..but to move on. Life can be difficult sometimes knowing that half of your closest friends has finally settle down. Happily married. Just turn 30 a few weeks back.. Age is catching up with me. I always wonder how would it be like being 30. Well... i dont really know now. One of my closest friend tells me that "Life begins at 30". Its the time when u reach your crossroads in life, now you really understand what life is about.

How much should you achieve in life when you turn 30. Should you have a big house and a nice sports car. Able to go on great trips without worrying about work. I dont really know how to answer that. But what i believe is.. it comes back to your roots. Are you happy with what you have now. Now after reading my blog... you would understand what a confuse person i am.